Looking Back...

Funny what a year can do... some days I feel like I'm so far ahead of where I used to be and then other days I feel like I'm still in the exact.same.place. -- or maybe even further behind.
As far as dating/relationships go... this time last year I was dating Bob. I sent him a huge heart cookie on Valentine's Day as I was out of town for work -- I got back two days later and he dumped me because I "wasn't active or outdoorsy enough." Sweet.

Since then I dated a guy this summer for a few weeks who my friends described as "oh ya - that guy who had a personality of a dead moth"? and nothing since... just one awful date after another... after another... after another... except for Rob - my new friend who doesn't want to date me. Such is life. I can't quite figure out what I don't have or maybe do have that keeps sending guys to the hills... but I guess I'll just keep at it. After all, dating is fun! For 3 seconds at least...

I sometimes want to give up but they say if you don't believe in your dreams... they don't come true. So for now - I'm going to keep dreaming and keep being fabulous. ---------------------------------------------------

p.s. - this year I got flowers on Valentine's Day from a guy who I hadn't even met yet. We then went out and it was an "okay" date... then I never heard from him again. Ha! Story of my life... dudes running far, far away. :)